Morning and Cooking - Trying Overdue Components

You think that you have food in your refrigerator and you really set your mind to do some quick cooking. First morning breakfast  for a while. You cut the ham, the cheese, take out the milk and discover that it is outdated for two days plus it is leaking. Nice everything is covered with milk. Whatever, who really cares overdue milk. Put it into microwave, give it some heat and see if it goes into one big junk of white mass or not. Cow's juice was still good. I am in the zone. Ham is on the pan, getting ready to get some eggs.
Oh sweet mother of, those are overdue for 15 days and I have seven of them. Taking each one and breaking them into the glass. Smelling it and adding them to a bowl. Now I got nice little omelet, adding some cheese and splendid breakfast is ready. Having a bit in the morning is fun. I only need to do the dishes now.

It is very hard to understand how much I sleep at the moment. If I ran out of ideas, I take a nap without alarm clock. It seems like today I slept around 4 hours, otherwise it is something like 2-3 hours. Every time I wake up I feel like a brand new person. I feel full of motivation and head is stuffed with ideas. Don't know where to start. Maybe I should make a to do list for my wall. What isn't so bad idea. I've watched James May Man Lab, tried to fix my guitar, watched some movies on television what actually are not so shabby - Sparkle, Manny and Lo, Blood and Wine,

James May Man Lab is actually really funny. Over my exceptions. It really keeps me thinking where the mankind is going. A regular man cannot even replace his car wheel under 45 minutes, uses steel square for a hammer and lacks basic wallpapering skills. Here is a first episode from season two ->

My guitars neck is bit off the right shape and it is all due air moisture. I added 2 bowls of water near my guitar and hopefully air moisture will increase in my apartment and it will be fixed simply like that. First reason to hate central heating apartment. Guitar needs it around 30%. Hopefully I will achieve this soon. It already sounded better when I tried it.


The dreams what I am having are quite fun. I really enjoy them. Somehow I am always driving with my awesome car, fighting. This time I was in Great Britain and I discovered a new good food. Super delicious chocolate cake and the cooking companies where after me. I ran trough a palace, saw a Queen of England, tossed her one of my cakes and jumped out of the window to my 5,5 meters long Impala. Drove on a cargo plane and parachuted out from the plane with my car. Landed to Germany and zombie hunt begun. It ended with a sunrise. I was in a beautiful countryside, saw zombies approaching, cut down a windmill and the blades cleaned my table. Sat on the hood of my car, took my guitar and played it. Wondered what will happen tomorrow, what will happen in a year. Where will I be, alive or a breakfast. Where will this road end. Where am I off to now.

Van is not a Car for Zombie Apocalypse

A week has passed. I have got my vacation. Not sure about my sleep cycle at the moment. I sleep 3-4 times a day, but not much. Around 30-40 minutes, but I don't feel sleepy. I feel excellent. Planning to go to gym or swimming and then lunch. Don't know when next sleep time is. Maybe around 15:00 for 30 minutes or something. I really haven't slept well last week. Nights are so so long, days are even longer but Sandman has ditched me and left me hanging. It really gets boring at nights. I also did something with my Guitar upper E, now it is making terrible noise. Most likely I need to see guitar repair man or just to buy a new string.

God damn those birds up in the trees near my apartment. They are driving me crazy. I cannot even sleep with open window in order to get some fresh air. Hopefully snow comes faster and they will leave. Would love a good white brilliant snow.

Had one of the most awesome dream. I was in my apartment with my friends but I went to another room, it looked deserted. In that room there is my bed. Seems like that hasn't had proper use for a long time. Apparently also in that room there was and entrance to one very awkward room. There were spiders and it was really dark. OK I passed that room and there they were. Zombies. They are back, back to get me. Closed the door, ran to living room got my friends and went into a car. Oh, the car, black car, made a sound that all ground underneath me quaked. I really couldn't understand what car it was, but it was good for driving trough zombies. Once the cost cleared, me and my friends got out from the car and then I saw. Oh no  it was Chevy, but freaking Van. Excellent when I have kids and drive around, but for a single guy who is being hunt by bunch of undead  it is not the way to roll. For my next dreams, it better be The Impala!

Not a car to drive, not even a black edition in Zombie Apocalypse

The Journey is What Brings Us Happiness, Not The Destination

I need to have home theater system with a bass that shakes my body, I want that the rain what comes down would be all around me. I want to hear how the bullet passes me and takes me away from the reality. I just want to be.

I need to have a car, car where I can sit on the hood till sunrise, I want to sit on the hood in the rain, to feel, how the raindrops smoothly falls on my face, need to look the starts above me, to see the moonlight shining from it and making shadows on to my car. This is the freedom, this is were we need to get. I need my Impala. I need to drive with her far away, man and a car, simple, both with souls, living with one beat. No fancy gadgets. I need to get leather jacket what matches her seats, I need to inhale gasoline smell, I need to feel her engine roar, feel the power, enjoy the style, fear the domination of her when putting pedal to the metal. I want to see how the gouge arrow moves with the same beat as I do. I want to breathe. I want...I want. She is my unicorn, like Nicolas Cage had in Gone in Sixty Seconds.

Last four days were crazy. Thursday and Friday I had Uberman Sleep. I had very very good time. Friday evening we had a splendid sauna and then small after party at Teine Maailm. On Saturday my road sent my to Jõgeva for another sauna and a awesome birthday. Sunday I woke up quite early and had wonderful evening. I wanted t go to sleep at night but somehow the morning is here. One more week then I will have again vacation. It will be interesting cause my body has almost adjusted with the sleep cycle.

Last Wednesday I got a little cold when I ran home from a football match, it has haunted me since then. Hopefully I will beat the bastard in upcoming days. It takes a lot of energy and it is very difficult to sleep. In those 4 days I had one very very interesting dream. I was making naine24.ee magazine and after this magazine making session I sang one old song from Estonian finest movie - Viimne Reliikvia. Afterwards I shot a honor shot to somebody whom I didn't know but I was known and it was his last wish. Somehow the gun jammed and fired one random shot up in the sky. I went home, saw from the news that a bullet had hit a puppy. Drove to the hospital and took that dog home with me. Well till next sleep cycle. Enjoy the movie ->

Feeling Great After Small Night Sleep

Made two shots. First shot was last night. Got 3 periods of sleep. Two of them 20 minutes, but third one got way out of hand.

Today I am more lucky. Got home from work and fell a sleep automatically on the couch. I didn't have alarm clock. I had nothing. Woke up 20 minutes later, ran to a futsal game. 4 km to there, 1.5 hours of match and 4 kilometers back. Actually on the road back I just made 2 kilometers, then one friend picked me up.

At home there was very interesting football match on TV6. ManU won the game, but what was more interesting, was that lights went blind for 10-15 minutes and game was holt. Both teams got one penalty kick and they scored. But overall outcome was 3-1 to ManU.

After the football match I just watched TV, then napped for 30 minutes and got up just for X-Files. Around 4-5 I also had 20 minutes sleep. I feel good and rested. Lets see what happens after lunch. Hopefully I don't have to find a refuge.

Between my 20 minutes sessions I also had a chance to watch new Arrow and new Supernatural. Boy, loved the last one. You cannot get nothing against the Impala.

Remembered now one of my dreams. I woke up on my bed, walked around and some random chick bitted my leg. I walked forward but she was hanging on my leg. Something was irrational for me and I thought that I was sleeping. Tried really hard. Taivo, raise your hand, raise it. Suddenly I woke up. That was a relief. Then the same situation happened all over again. I was spooked and somehow I remember in a dream that I was dreaming before and facts were familiar.  I didn't care about that chick who wanted to eat my leg. I only wanted to wake up. Moment passed, I opened my eyes. Looked around  Ok my bed. Did sanity check, jumped up from the bed and had a glass of drink. Looked for that chick, but she was nowhere to be found. Lucky me...I guess...

The Gunpowder Plot of 1605

Had one of the best 20 minutes nap of all time. Took a glass full of ice cold rum+Pepsi. Opened the valves and added some bubbles to my bath. Turned on some chill music collection on Youtube. Closed my eyes, woke up 10 minutes later, saw, nothing was going on, had a very relaxing sleep. Did the same thing over. Some people say that you may drown this way, but that doesn't happen if you are sober, not high on something and you aren't very tired. Still I suggest not to try this at home.

Today also is quite amazing day. The 5th of November - Guy Fawkes and Gunpowder Plot of 1605. The man had a vision to fight against the government , okay his methods was not legal, but he had a vision. Blow up the House of Lords. I really love the movie what was done after it - V for Vendetta. I highly recommend it. This movie really shows that no matter how messed up is your countries government, the one's who is running it, are the people, people like you. It only takes a simple thing - open your eyes, like you open them every morning and see the world around you. Imagine if you will have 500 masks of Anonymous and you and other mask owners will stand at your town square, silently with a cape. What will happen?


The legend of Guy Fawkes will continue most likely for centuries.

Skipped Few Days, Sandman Had Me!

Why, Why a Sandman had me? I would love to have SandWOMEN to have me ;)
Had a session of deep deep sleeps, but Somehow this has passed. I had two beautiful and good parties on Friday and Saturday. I wanted to go to Pärnu on Friday, but missed the bus. Saw how it went away in front of me. Made a great effort to catch it but apparently it was not good enough. It was very lovely to meet all my best friends.

Saturday morning tidied my little apartment, learned Eldridge knot and then day I had an honour to be a date on one Arabian style party. Dude had brought even sand to his garage, smoke machine, disco ball, good music and fantastic belly dancer. There was some hookah, a little friendly poker game. Afterwords we went to my friends place and played some Playstation Play games. The night ended 6 am. Got in my apartment at seven. Not too shabby.

Today, Sunday, I have had two twenty minutes of sleep sessions. Need to find the Uberman cycle. Not giving up. In two weeks I have a small vacation where I can adjust it more.

Also I've had some interesting zombie dreams again. Zombies are back but they don't reach me. I am too much alive for it. Me and my brother were driving with bicycles through land of zombies. We needed to reach to a fortress but the entrance was blocked. The way out was over a big tree. The branches of the tree could get us in the fortress. We drove to the tree, took our bikes on our backs and climbed. We got on the tree branch, then rapidly moved it and it broke. We landed safely on the other side.

Well done!

How to Comprehend the Sleeps with Work

It is quite difficult to comprehend the sleep/awake cycle. I need emocup for all that emo stuff what I am complaining. Yesterday had a meal from Asian Express. To be honest, I didn't like it, only the company was enjoyable  Maybe I am just spoiled with other Chinese food places in Tartu. That postponed my sleep. 

After that attended one Halloween party. When I got home, passed away on the couch. Had a very long and sweet night sleep. Was a bit late for work, I should be more careful where I put my phone and always make sure that alarm clock is set. 

Today I didn't have a nap after work either, although my body wanted it. My friends were visiting and I cannot ruin my social life for that cycle. I don't want to be Clark Kent who works all day as journalist  caches Lois Lane and at night just catches bad guys or suffers from kryptonite poison. 

Tonight I want to have not so much sleep and I am counting that my amazing body wakes up itself. This is teh Uberman way. In the evening I am planning to take bus trip to Pärnu. Need to go near Virtsu to the forest, hunting. It means long walks with great friends. Haven't seen them for a while. I also need to pack my bag and take additional battery for laptop to a bus trip. Hate busses, haven't been in one for a long time. Company trips doesn't count. Let's hope that I can sit next to some create companion  I also need to stock myself with some movies. Who knows who you can meet in a bus.

Also Öörännak published pictures before the walkabout.